If only you looked at it in the same way
that I tried to make you see,
but you went and threw it away
and it was okay as long as you were happy.

but then that leaves me being broken and cold,
so lost and alone, well that's fine i guess ill find somewhere to go
I'll travel roads I swore i'd never see me go
ill drink until the bottles empty
till the smoke that I inhale can finally be exhaled freely

just to let the ringing stop

I only suppressed the feeling of feeling anything at all
rather than teaching myself to let go of what used to make me fall
because the thought of being alone completely consumes me,
with no light for me to see
no goal for me to reach.
an impossibility.

And if I reach that light and you talk to me again
we can talk about our lives and all the wasted time we spent
and how much we fucked up and missed each other over the summer
but it doesn't matter cause at least we'll have each other

If only you looked at it in the same way
but i'm sure you'll find someone that'll stay,
someone worth your time of day
and you'll live long and happy.
because that's all I want to see
is one of us happy,
I hope you're happier than me
Cause that's all i wanna see, is you smiling.

We can get married by the ocean
cause it compliments your eyes
and the way your hair shines in the sunlight
but no one knows how it looks in the dim light
with you staring down at me saying,
"everything feels so right."